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Today, I am grateful for this cup of tea I'm having. Stick with me here.

How often do you really think about your food? In the last... I dunno, couple of years perhaps, I've really come to pay a lot more attention to what I'm eating, and not just in a dietary way but in a way that means I am coming to know more what I like and what I don't. Food is finally starting to be an experience to me, not just a way to tamp down pain or chase away loneliness or fill up emptiness or, rarely, nourish my body. I actually enjoy food now, I seek out certain flavors and savor them and, like I did this weekend, sometimes laugh for joy over them.

This tea is one of those things. Jeff's sister gave me a tea sampler pack from a new tea store in their area as a Christmas gift, and one of those teas was Buttered Rum. Full leaf tea is one of my favorite things--it reminds me of a lot of my favorite people and is a great way to get a lot of different flavors all at once, with virtually no calories and often the sweet, sweet siren of caffeine to keep me going. I am deeply enjoying this one in particular, though. Rum... rum is St. John's and new friends and kissing a wooden fish and Allan Hawco, it's San Francisco and more new friends and shanties and the Wave Organ and pirates, and it's Key West, hockey in the southernmost city in America and card tricks and "Trinidad," it's Great Big Sea and that means a lot, and it's the one liquor I will preferentially drink when given a choice among liquors. As much as this entry started as thoughts on gratitude and tea, I think if I ever move on from wanting to learn as much as I can about coffee, it would be to learn as much as I can about rum.

Even the tea itself is beautiful. Warm yellow coconut flakes and bright blue cornflower petals... I love it, and I am so grateful for it, for the tea and its giver and the man who brought it down to me and the warmth it is providing me tonight.
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So, I'm not going to call it a resolution since it always seems that the primary outcome of resolutions is guilt rather than progress, but this is something I'm going to try to do more of in the coming year and that's openly and specifically express my gratitude. I am, generally speaking, a very lucky person, and I feel that only good things can come from acknowledging that. I have also, in this last year, spent a lot of time reflecting on how downright painful it can be to be taken for granted, and how good it feels to hear you are appreciated and loved, do if I can alleviate that pain a little for my loved ones, if I can give them that occasional bit of happiness, why would I ever not?

I'm going to start with what seems most obvious, I think. I am so grateful for the lovely way 2011 ended for me. Jeff, T and I had a fantastic day with a casual but glorious lunch at Melting Pot (I am grateful for fondue and for restaurants that serve porto and Lagavulin by the glass), then some wandering through the mall (I am grateful for the patience of my best friend and generosity of my husband), then saw the new Sherlock Holmes movie (I am grateful for the small child who announced, incredulous, "He's naked!" as Stephen Fry strode around in his birthday suit, and I am grateful for John Watson in all his forms). It was fun, relaxing, enriching... just a very good day, the kind which ought not be taken for granted. So, I am grateful.

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